Hall of Mirrors,
on your instruction i must see inside myself
because that comes so easy.
Hall of Mirrors-
Amusement Park of Horrors:
Little versions of
what I should be
what I want to be me
what may actually be
and what isn’t,
dancing around in a sing-song ritual mocking of
standards set too high…and far too low.
In this
Hall of Mirrors
time is ticking by and all I see is what I’ve always seen,
except now there are persistent re-runs of all the me’s I’ve been-
Where is my promised epiphany?
A cynical smile leads to that dimpled smile..
I like that side of you.
Do you?
There’s the Speaking Hall of Mirrors.
A little too much,
a little not enough,
that’s not quite right
and so I’m left
poking and prodding
and wishing for wishes,
wishing for witches,
willing to give up my sense of common sense for-
smoke?
Smoke and
Halls of Mirrors?
Illusionists, it’s illusions
it’s not
real it’s myth
but it’s the only thing true to me…
It’s what I believe but i never want to see.
Beautiful.
Thrown back at me
a sneer and a plea.
Neither side will concede
till the the shards make me bleed
because they broke us both
in an attempt to help me heal.
Mirrors tell so much. A mystery yet a revelation.
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